The past one year.

So, I found back my blog. Read back the post and then deleted all of them. This is the first post of this blog. Haha. Why i deleted them i deleted all of the past post, you asked? Well, I read and found how naive i was, how happy i used to be and it sucks. Lots of things, lots of memories which i wouldn't bother to touch.

What happen in the past one year plus? I realized the last post of this post is one year plus ago. Little did i know, one year could change a lot of things. Well, for a start, I'm single. I've been single for the one year plus. This explains a part of why i stop blogging i guess. Been busy dealing with my life. Close friends of mine would know what happened, but don't ask. Just don't. Just a piece of advice, appreciate when you still have him with you. Don't try to appreciate after he has left. Cause that's plain stupid. Like seriously, damn stupid. There's no right or wrong in a relationship. I would just say it wasn't the right time for us.

Okay, next! I deferred a year of my law studies. Well, i couldn't cope well with all things happening in life and thus, a year deferred may not be a bad choice after all. Did i ever regret this? Of course i do. But what's done is done and there shouldn't be any regret of the choices you make in life. And ya, I'll be resuming my studies this September so not much worries about it.

I've gain damn a lot of weight. How much i gain? Almost 15 kg. Ya, you heard it right. 15 kg is a huge amount. How the hell i gain so much weight? Drinking and eating supper after that helps a lot. Especially you drink 6 days a week. Like most people, i turn into drinking to forget which was another stupid things to do. BUT, i did have higher tolerance against alcohol now. I don't know that's a good thing or a bad thing but i shall regard it as a good thing! :)

I miss being back in Penang more than ever now. I felt empty being in KL. Of course, i have bunch of friends in KL. It's just that, being with my Penang friends, it's more comfortable. In case my KL friends reading this, no offence! Lol. It's like you don't have to keep talking or try hard to find a topic to talk about. Even if we're just pressing our own phone, there's no sign of awkwardness. I miss my family. I miss my dog. I miss every single thing about Penang.

You would then ask, why not go back Penang then? Well, I've been going back Penang every week for July and now, i'm not allowed to go back. Exam coming soon so yeah. I'm forced to stay here in KL. Kl wasn't that bad, it's just that i'm homesick, i guess.

Most important question, why i start writing blog back? I guess the main reason is that i think i got too much stuff hidden inside my heart, too many thoughts. This blog gonna serve like a platform for me to release my thoughts. It always has been, no? The second reason is that, when i read back all my old post, it reminds me of things that I've forgotten and that make me realize that blog did serve like your own personal memory back up plan. It's quite impossible to remember every detail of life. It feels real good, reading back those post,realizing how much you've grown over the year. Time flies, and time wait for nobody.

Sorry for such a lengthy post but yeah, I'll update more from now on :) Thanks for reading all these! Lol
Cheer :)

P/s: I'm officially legal :) Weeeee! So you guys can guess what's my next post would be about!